How the hell do I actually get drunk before getting sick?

I mean it.

I come from a very conservative family where alcohol was extremely frowned upon. I didn’t try any alcohol until I was like 22.

I’m now 30 and I can’t say I’ve ever been drunk. I’ve been buzzed, but that’s it. And I see all these people like really drunk, not to the point where they’re sick about to pass out but to the point where they’re totally unhibited and I really wanna reach that point, but I can’t because I usually feel very sick before that. Notice I said SICK, not drunk. I feel like my stomach cannot take anything else, be it a drink or a meal.

I’ve followed the basics: eat well, drink water in between and try to drink slowly. Still can’t. I get at most 3-4 cocktails in before I feel like I’m about to throw up even from a sip. I’m just extremely worried about throwing up in front of everyone.

It’s gotten to the point where I have to pretend to be drunk, it’s pretty awkward.