Im a little worried about my intake.

I 18f previously didn’t like drinking because of an incident that landed me in the hospital in 2020. But as my mental got worse in the past year, things went from a drink here and there, to 2-3 drinks almost everyday. It’s been getting in the way of my weight goals horribly too, when I get drunk I just say fuck it and start binging (and I’m already obese). I know it’s messing up my appearance too, fluid under my eyes, horrible bloating etc. I don’t just drink too, i like to crossfade with weed because if I’m not smoking I don’t feel drunk at all.

It’s not fun anymore.