Got violent and stupid

I know most will respond and say that I shouldn’t be drinking if this is how I act when I cosume ethanol; however realistically it is my life and it is how I enjoy myself despite times like this therefore I am looking for people to relate to, not a lecture on how or when I should be drinking. I learn from my mistakes most times but, in general I am an angry person and I was quite bitter that this woman left me for a guy that was “taller and darker” she was inferring he was more handsome than I. This really sits with me and boils in my stomach because we had built a connection, so I got angry when she said this and I responded to her with a few things I regret; however she did need to hear them. Women are trouble and they get to pick and choose in life and I believe she needed to hear what I said to her, perhaps in a different manner but regardless I conveyed it this way and I regret it. She ended up blocking me unfortunately.

Needless to say I most likely won’t be attracting any women in the future or in the past, what do you guys have to say about this? Do you relate?