I threw up at a party a month ago and now I can’t drink at all without remembering that and feeling like puking

Sorry for burner account first of all.

I don’t really know what to do because I want to be able to drink, but last night i took a sip of a seltzer and the moment i tasted the vodka i almost gagged, it instantly brought me back to the night when i threw up. Same thing when I drank a dif liquor, I got real close to puking then, so I just didn’t drink all night.

By the way, due to some unrelated circumstances, I won’t be drinking for the next few months, so I’m hoping whatever this is will wear off.

Any advice is appreciated. I’m hoping this doesn’t mean I can never really drink again.