why can i not drink after a REALLY bad hangover

i get pretty fucking agonizing hangovers so i’m used to it but the one i had around 2 weeks ago was really bad. i don’t know how to explain it but i feel almost scared to drink again. my hangovers are always awful but id always feel good again the next day. it’s been two weeks and i tried to go out with my friends but i felt uneasy taking a shot and didn’t even try do over 3 because it felt wrong almost?? mentally nervous and physically icky. kinda like my body was fuckin traumatized or something lol. pls tell me this will go away