How do you deal w/ addiction & withdrawal?

I can’t even drink beer anymore due to severe anxiety, paranoia and excitability the next day. I also have a benzo tolerance so this might have contributed and developed an addiction. But no matter how many breaks I take from drinking this still happens.. i thought it is a form of withdrawal but I tried NAC before drinking to supress acetaldehyde production and I would still wake up miserable.

I can’t have delirium tremens or something, as I didn’t really drink that much but I never questioned my alcohol use it always felt recreational.