Help

I have an intense craving for alcohol and I am currently in Riyadh, which means there is absolutely no alcohol available here I cannot travel to Bahrain due to travel banned for meand I can‘t stand the taste nor would a homemade alcohol satisfy my needs. Please help For the record, I have tried to quit repeatedly but I simply cannot get it out of my mind. My consumption isn‘t even that heavy I use it mainly to relieve stress, and I have never drunk to the point of losing consciousness If anyone knows someone in Riyadh who could get some for me I would be incredibly grateful and am literally willing to pay them for their trouble.