48 hours drunk

I know it’s not that long, and I did a month or two before, but I was getting back on tracks and now it’s getting out of hand again.

I’ve done nothing these last 2 days… just drinking from wake up to sleep, drunken naps is more accurate.

I only left the house twice to resupply.

I don’t need or want advice on how to stop. I know it’s fucked.

I just never managed to surround myself with the right people. I’m just a dead end loser and that’s okay. I let life for people who have it all, work, friends, family.

I’ll just stay in my drunk bubble for as long as I can.