Got shitfaced.

So for starters, using a throwaway account. I am a good kid, all A’s and B’s, partake in multiple after school activities, never get in trouble, don’t drink/smoke, I am seen as the golden child. However, I’ve had a shit few week as things just keep happening to me and I decided, fuck it, I’m gonna have a little fun at this grad party I’m going to. Fast forward to last night, I got absolutely shitfaced. I’m talking 3 drinks and like 2 shots, which I know isn’t a lot but I’m definitely a lightweight and I had literally never ever drank before, but most importantly, a BUNCH of weed. I’m talking I was high off my ass, nothing felt real, everything felt like a dream. I just needed to get this out there. Did I make a terrible mistake? It’s not something I feel inclined to do every single day but maybe every few months at parties? I’m not sure. Is it fine or did I fuck up.