Fighting addiction

I’m 24 and been smoking weed since 14 haven’t stopped since (except for one time).

Now I’m at a new cross road in life I never realized would be so hard to handle. Weed has been my crutch for so long, but I really have to quit smoking for 6 months if I want to get a good job and finally get somewhere in life. Otherwise I don’t really care to quit smoking.

Problem with quitting smoking is like I said weed is my number one crutch, but I also drink like a fish nowadays. Alcoholism runs on both sides of my blood, it just feels right and wrong every time. I fear that if I quit smoking I will continue to drink even heavier.

Thinking about going back to a mental hospital to get back into the programs for my anxiety and stuff because that is where it all stems from.

Just venting but any comments or advice would be appreciated