Alcohol Aversion?

Between 4-5 months ago I drank vodka, I’m not much of a drinker and had only drank one time before this. I was able to take the shots fairly easily and ended up having over 13 shots of vodka according to a friend.

Later that night after my last shot I threw up for 30 minutes and decided to get into a bath, my friend sat outside the shower curtain until I told her I was fine to leave (I don’t remember much of this) so from what I do remember was waking up once in the bath and the water feeling cold so I drained it and filled it back up with hot water. The next time I remembered waking up was me sitting up with my friend hacking up water, just straight water. Apperently I had fallen asleep and slid into the water. The entire next couple days my chest felt as if it was on fire and ripped out then put back in.

Long story short I tried to drink two weeks ago, and once the beer hit my mouth I was immediately gagging. Mind you this beer is the beer I drank the time before last and i remembered it tasting like juice (jack Daniel’s fruit punch) so I went to take a shot and the moment it went down I threw it up. my face turned bright red, my heart was racing, I was sweaty, everything like being drunk without being drunk….will I be able to drink again and what even is this????