Why do I have the urge to party all the time

Not to be a reflection of Eddie Murphy’s girl, but I honestly feel like I have to party all the time and it’s a problem.

When I go out, I don’t want to stop drinking. Once I start I drink until I feel good (which is a few drinks down) It’s currently 2:30am and I’m reaching out to people hoping they’d respond so I can keep the party going.

I don’t understand why I can’t just come home and sleep like a normal person…