how did you get drinks while under ag (preferably online)

hey guy everyone,
I have been drinking for a long time since I’ve been 15 and now that I’m 181/2 so it’s legal in most most countries. me and friends so me and my friends wanna go on vacation but my father and mother refused to buy me alcohol and refused to make me drink so but I want to have fun. I wanna be able to talk to my friends I wanna be able to socialize with them not feel like it cause I do I like alcohol not alcoholic. I just do like it and I feel like pushing away from me makes me want more so I had a dealer who’s giving me alcohol but my dad caught him and so I’m grounded and I was just wondering if Reddit knew any plugs near me LDM whoever plug one wants to apply and I think they’re legit legit so I just wanna let you know it’s just getting rough out here dude.