Fear of Delirium Tremens

I know this post is not logical for most of you but its been long time when I drank last time but now i had 5 free days so I drank on 4 of them. I always sobered up and started at night and drank 7-10 a day. I don’t have hangover just little anxiety and tiredness. But my brain is looping like a crazy that i will develope delirium tremensis.