DAE have drinking as their sole “activity”

I mean I’m literally creating an account to post this bc I have literally zero stuff going in my life. Been recently fired (and didn’t want the job to continue anyway).

Got a partner but we’re sorta distant. Also got zero friends either irl or ivl and I’m always making plans to do stuff like workout etc but actually I just sit on my laptop and drink.

When the fridge gets empty it almost panics me. Last night it felt so bad I wanted to drink perfume.

But I knew it would taste like horrible waste so I did not.

I’m not asking for advice on how to stop. I don’t want to. I don’t have any solution to my problems so don’t take that away from me.

But am I the only one? I feel like I’ve fallen apart from society