Why is drinking not fun for me?

I don’t even get trashed like I get buzzed but I just get kinda tired and wanna sleep? I still get nervous and like I’m not all “release ur inhibitions feel the rain on ur skin” type shit it just doesn’t really live up to the hype or I see other people really enjoying themselves but I’m just mute and bloated and dizzy and super anxious and mixed up the next day?