Too Much?

Last night was the first time I’ve drank a bottle of wine by myself. I brought a bottle with us to my husband’s friends house. I drank it over 4- 5 hours, then we went out and I had 3 more drinks over 3 hours. So, 7 drinks over 8 hours. That’s usually how much I drink when we go out to have a “good time” / party with friends.

I’m feeling a weird guilt for having drank a bottle by myself.

I’m definitely feeling it today, but it was a night that we were all drinking to get drunk. I don’t drink during the week, and on the weekend I usually only drink 1 night (so 1/7 nights). I made myself throw up before I went to sleep.

I guess I’m looking for reassurance and for someone to tell me that my bad decision was a good decision??? Idk. I had a great time, but I am just absolutely obsessing over calories/my health rn. Was it too much? Am I ok?