So I got so drunk in a club yesterday midnight and I blacked out I don’t remember how I went back home I lose some money and my cousin showed me videos of me falling back to back tryna get up but I was too drunk to remember

Now I look back and I feel embarrassed as fuck I feel like I just put my self in that situation and embarrassed my self I had people helping me walk I can barely remember but 2 hours of my life I don’t have no memory what should I do now ? My cousin kind of mad cause they had to do extra shit for me to get home and I feel like I lost a lot of respect the way I was lacking