Tired of feeling nothing while drinking 18f.

Tired of feeling nothing while drinking 18f?.

Tired of feeling nothing while drinking 18f.

18f. Drink so much bascially every week since october. And ive never got drunk or felt a anything drinking. The only times i were ‘drunk’ i cant remember so it doesnt count. I drink just to feel something but i feel nothing all the time. I want to die all the time. Nothing helps. I just feel the same, empty, wish i was dead everyday. Dont know why i spend all my money on alcohol to feel nothing.

I just drink cause nothing better to do also cause i want to die every day all the time. Everyday i wake up wish i was dead. I just drink to feel something. It never works. i can neber feel anything. I still want to die.