Alcoholic 70 Year Old

Hey guys my name is John and I am a 70 year old alcoholic. I absolutely despise my wife and need some honest advice. I usually start my morning with a few cold millers and by lunch I’m usually slammin a bottle of Jack. Towards 8:30 I’m close to unfunctional and want to send my ratty wife through the fucking wall she’s so annoying worried about me. I’ve drank my entire life and plan on drinking until I’m 6 feet under. My grandson is 14 and the other weekend I was so bombed I drove my cat off the road onto his youth soccer field during his game and totaled my car. Just need some advice on should I up my drinking maybe start social media so I can find some new ladies or something! Just trying to get fucked up and live my life. Thx