two thing

When i get drunk i mostly feel my body being drunk but dont feel the alchol in my brain i feel sober but i know im not feel the alchol i just know im not sober from my body but i dont fell the brain buzz and here also this I have compulsion when i drink to steal drinks or sips like a beer or a sips from booze even if i have my own drinks. I sometimes remember doing it and thinking like what the fuck am i doing but i just think i need to get more drunk i do it to my parents and friends i hate the fact that i do it idk why i do it but i just do i always fell awful doing it.ik i have a proplem whit not being sober but it does not excuse it. Sorry theres not any (.) I just bad at it in my main language and in english