Cutting alcohol out of my life

Hi so for some context I’m 19 I’ve been drinking since I was 15 but it’s never been this bad it was always just for fun with friends but recently within the last 2 months I’m drunk 4 days out of the week I’ve lost jobs over this I’ve now got drugged twice this month last night was my breaking point I drank 17 twisted teas and 10 Vegas bombs and the night before 16 twisted teas last nights trip took me on a trip to the er as my body was rejecting the alcohol and someone drugged me again showed up in the er reports this has pushed me to go cold on alcohol because my body shouldn’t hurt like this at 19 I just felt like sharing this with anyone since I don’t want to admit to my family that I’m alcoholic at 19.