Im still gone even tho i drank few hours ago hmm

Ugh i promised myself i wont do this again but i can’t help it when my friend just invited to drink and now i feel like gagging or puking my guts out just on bed suffering 😭😭. This is so bad, this is not a first this is a second time it got this bad at least not worse than first but still bad. It feels like someone beat the shit out of u until ur whole body is numb. I had 6 bottles of Smirnoff and on top sum pineapple vodka or something shared with 2 people and before i knew i was gone idk how i got home barely conscious 😔
And took a nap the moment i got home and had food to and later woke up and had another food but shouldn’t have i feel like puking bye
Never again i swear if i do it i will stab my hand