I like how it feels

sorry for bad English language ..

I drink alcohol for 10 years once every 2 months..

now I’m drinking 3 times per weak… the cheap red label… I mean, when I feel that dizzy feeling ,, when I feel that hotness in stomach… i feel dopamin.. I feel passionate.. even if there is some sad ideas.. it’s good…

will this feeling stay,,? or I’ll bacame tolerant.?.. I want to hear real drinkers…

I’m going to be alcoholic?