Maybe a weird post: Ok alcohol is weird, might be letting stuff into your mind

Took a tiny bit, I usually don’t drink but I figured why not. Taste wasn’t too bad… and I was like hey I mean I probs was just anxious last time and that THAT was why my mind kinda just took a detour.

I think depressants might be slowing your brain enough to make it more open to random entities cause wtf… Had a prescribed benzodiazepam once and noticed something simmilar. Lots of paranoia, felt watched through places and could feel tons of entities. Figured it couldve been nocebo effect later.

Had some alcohol now and like same thing almost? I usually don’t drink, at all. So its not like “oh withdrawls or something” not that drinking should cause withdrawing from drinking?

And im sitting here like theres a weird hole/smudge of paint on the wall and it just feels like theres some entity watching from behind the paint. Feels like something is listening in to my thoughts again and all. So thats fun.

Feeling kinda sick after that alcohol like the way it feels when i eat a potato and my throat is rough/green.

And then after a bit everything, like a window, will close back up. (see except for a bit I had noticed this when i 100% had no alcohol at all. So something just let my mind open to random entities more than before? And I get why alot of groups flat out ban alcohll”. I lowkey was like “hey ill undo the effects of drinking coffee and make myself focus better” or something stupid. stupid like that.

I have stuff to do, wasn’t focusing, figured why the hell not. Also time was going by so fast I figuredthis might slow it down. and it kidna did? I guess? not great though. need time to slow a bit though.

Idk how much alcohol i’ve had cause my dumbass was like “oh i wonder what if i mix the taste of vanilla extract with other tea to make a taste akin to vanilla flavored tea. was kinda nice honestly”

weird stuff” thought to myself, i should get some bread but i mouthed it and it came out as “I need some, (bread in my 2nd language)” and the next word to come to mind was bread in a language i havent even tried to learn