After 2 months and a half sober I drank

Today the almond harvest ended and I drank. After 4 coronas I noticed I was drunk. Man it’s so hard to leave it but so easy to fall back into bad habits. I drank 6 with my coworkers then a 24 oz as I drove home then another 24 oz at home. In total 10 beers after I swore I was done with booze and couldn’t engage in just a sip. Not gonna go back to being an alcoholic but man how easy is it to slide back into it. Alcohol sucks feels good temporarily but sucks being sick all day and with the #shits