I FUCKING HATE ALCOHOL. ALL KINDS OF ALCOHOL.

I do not understand why people even drink it or enjoy it, i am now 23 and i have tried all kinds of alcohol since i was 13 ( whiskey, brandy, vodka, beer, wine, RTDs, tequila, cocktails, chaser and no chaser, ice and no ice, probably i have tried other shit that i can’t remember at the moment, i also tried good quality alcohol and bad quality alcohol, i have fucking tried all of it. i even tried alcohol with weed and without weed. with music and without music. with company and without company )

I have a 2 Liter bottle of lemon and mint mixed vodka that i gag at even the thought of it existing inside my wardrobe. I drank like two shots of that two days ago and i am still fucking ill and nauseous and vomiting my lungs out to this day. Cannot eat anything, cannot enjoy anything, cannot get out of bed, cannot even enjoy drinking the alcohol, and cannot even get to the point of being enjoyably drunk because alcohol doesn’t stay in my body that fucking long, it is so disgustingly abhorrent to the point i cannot keep the vomit in by maximum the third shot. no matter how fast i drink or how slow i drink, on an empty stomach or on a full stomach. nothing fucking matters.

I figured i probably have alcohol gastritis or some shit, maybe my GERD or IBS are acting up, whatever. Wine is probably the most tolerated by me btw. It got to the point where if i want to drink alcohol i must take an antiemetic pill beforehand and gulp down a half a bottle of antacid after one alcohol shot, just to avoid throwing up.

My question is, how do you guys tolerate or even like this shit????? HOW? how do some people drink this shit like it’s water without making any faces while drinking it? i mean i get it i used to down raw vodka straight from the bottle before like it was water, so i get how and why some people would be capable of that, but most of the time it’s intolerable. it’s just so fucking shitty i keep wondering why there aren’t just weed stores instead of liquor stores.

Why do you guys like alcohol????