I got hammered last night when going out with my flatmates for the first time.

I drank too much, long story short. I am annoyed because i told myself i want going to, but i feel like i have no control over how much i drink after a few drinks.

so mortified and im paranoid that i said or did something terrible. i don’t think i did (like im so sure i didnt) but im worried i did either way.

are they going to hate me forever or just think i got sloshed and move on? i genuinely want to die.