From a weed smoker

edit : this is a question btw
I like weed more than alcohol but for different reasons than most say. I like the act of smoking and the instant head change. However as for most my life I’ve considered myself “not a drinker” I’ve come to realize recently I love alcohol, I love the confidence, the buzz, and the emotions I wish I could just have sober or high. But every time I do it, remember why I like smoking better. I do dumb shi that I regret and I’m almost too present in the moment and past rather than future. But that’s not the true reason why I don’t like alc, I can deal with those things. I don’t like alc because my body rejects it. I can’t do more than 7 shots before I want to throw up due to the taste. Big question here. How can I help not gag at this taste. I truely love the feeling but can’t get to where I want to. Recommendations?

Edit : i can handle way more alc, ive taken about 20 shots in about 2 hours. I just can’t physically handle it anymore.