my first time drinking vodka

i remember the first time i drank vodka (4 days after my 18th birthday). it was a really special memory to me for some reason, thinking about it makes me feel sad and happy at the same time. its a bittersweet memory, being in my room alone, drinking vodka with green tea. haha i remember when i tried to drink it straight briefly and damn near vomitted everything, my throat was burning like fuck haha so funny. i was listening to music and jumping around in my room after drinking. i was reallly hungry… i ate bread with cheese. i had 200ml of vodka.

my very first time trying alcohol was beer, i didnt feel anything so after that day (my brthday) i bought soju. it was my very first time. 3 days after that i immediately went to vodka.

anyways after my birthday i was drinking almost every week for nearly 5 months or so, which was quite bad. its funny. i dont think i was addicted or whatever. i mostly drank because i was lonely. i always limited myself to one single bottle of soju per week. (13% ABV, 360ml) after i got into engineering college i havent had time to drink and i dont feel like drinking anyway. but it was a special, sad, bittersweet memory.