Why does alcohol make me feel sluggish, doesn’t feel good at all.

I’m guessing this is a gift from the gods to help me not get addicted but I want to drink when I’m at a party, to get drunk or sometimes for a slight buzz. Whenever I drink I just get sleepy, non talkative, lazy, and really yuck.

I’ve drunk a few times, but there’s no point for me to drink anymore because it’s all bullshit. Could it be the drinks I’m drinking?

I’ve drunk wine, beer, and vodka. Vodka I would drink the most, but it’s rlly just yuck.