Is this really a problem ?

I don’t feel like I can’t go days without alc, Because I can. I have even done months (max 3) of staying fully sober. I don’t do any other drugs or stimulants. But truthfully I feel good when I do fun shit but it’s just absolutely different when I do it drunk. I can do either but why not drunk ? Things just are so much more fun. I can control it but like realistically things won’t be as fun as when you are under the influence so am I actually in trouble or is it just realistic that some things are just much more fun under the influence.