Can anyone relate?

Okay so I know probably all alcoholics say this but, I’m really not an alcoholic lol hear me out. I have 2-3 drinks at my boyfriend’s house a few nights a week and that’s really it. But, I always want it when we’re doing really fun things like going to the movies or the beach or a water park. I wholeheartedly feel like I’m not having.. enough fun, if I don’t have a buzz going.. what is that? Does anyone else feel like this?