I will never drink again

Today I decided to go out with my classmates. We were drinking, and I realized I’d never drink again. I’d rather be an outcast than a degenerate. I still can’t type on my phone, but I realized I made a mistake going out with them. I feel really bad both physically and mentally now. I’d rather have spent my time on physical activity and studying. I don’t feel happy after drinking, even worse than before.