Advice ?

Family is “worried” about me. Now starting arguments with me over my “drinking”.

29yr, I enjoy wine and sometimes vodka but, usually stick to wine. Have been dealing with a deep depression while also grieving the loss of someone very close to me. (Family/blood)

My family has become “concerned” with my drinking. Mind you, I went on a binge for about 2 weeks of every night having a bottle of wine. I’ve stopped since. Went to have a sip of a drink, just to calm my nerves and settle down for the night and everyone everyone (mom and sister) went nuts.

I’ve tried speaking out about my depression or being sad and they pay me no mind. I’ve resorted to other things to cope. I know my limits, I know it can’t be an everyday thing but, from those TWO WEEKS, my family now sees me as an alcoholic.

I’m tired of constantly proving myself or trying to speak up when I’m hurting. Everywhere I go I feel like a burden or disappointment. Don’t want to be home anymore. Don’t want to care for these people who don’t care about me until shit is bad.

Just tired. No one sees the good only the bad.