Is it ok. To join aa online meeting if I’m drunk?

Been drinking preeyu heavy the past 2-3 days relapsed pretty hard I found some online meetings. But I’m anxious I’ll get removed if I souk drunk?

I just don’t want tp be a trigger to anyone that is currently sober in the group

I had 2 weeks on my belt a month or two ago but now I’m losing control agaom unfortunatelyc