I feel so morally bad and degraded from my drinking.

I don’t hurt anyone or do anything stupid when i’m drinking heavily but i just feel like such a degenerate shitbag. I’ve drank 2 handles and a fifth since tuesday and just feel like such a shitty person. i know why i feel this way because im doing degen shit but it is just the most overwhelming feeling of bad. i should add i’ve eaten probably two thousand calories in 3 days excluding alcohol.