1 year sober effects

Currently 19 and i recently started drinking again socially with limits. i first started at 13 and really picked up at 16 and it was really starting to get bad by 18 so i quit cold turkey at the end of 2024. I didn’t drink thru the entirety of 2025 and decided i have enough control of myself to drink socially. I’ve discovered i no longer find this fun, everytime i drink even just a little i just want to go to bed, no laughs no giggles no fun just ready to go to sleep.