Is puking after one or two drinks normal? Can I carry on drinking?

Look, I drink heavily and I know I do. I don’t need the lecture about stopping or getting help. I am fully aware I need to.

But today I had like, 2 or 3 330ml light beers, far, far less than I usually drink, and had to throw up. I kind of want to keep drinking. Will I die if I do? Alcohol is very difficult to say no to. And I had every intention of having beer today.

In case it’s important context: I have been immensely stressed lately. My vagus nerve is not the healthiest and my stomach has been acting up, even outside of drinking. I also didn’t drink at all yesterday.

I just wanna enjoy my goddam beer. But give it to me straight. Will I die if I do?