Started to drink as a teen and I’m worried I like it too much

I’m 15F turning 16 in a few months and I’ve been to 3 parties in the last 6 months and each time I go I am more and more excited to drink because I literally love the feeling of being drunk. I’ve never gotten blackout drunk or hungover, but I have gotten seriously tipsy to the point where I can’t walk straight, I am conscious of what I am saying but I say pretty much everything that comes to mind and severely overshare, and all I want to do is take more and more shots. I love being drunk because I am always so happy and I enoy being the center of attention while being confident from the alcohol. I don’t know how to explain it but I feel like I’m starting to use the alcohol as an escape because whenever I”m unhappy now, I wish I had a party to go to so I can drink. Is this a problem? When you were a teen and had started off drinking did you enjoy it and crave it this much as well?