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I’m a 19m, everyday I drink a 12 pack. I don’t know how to stop and kinda don’t want to. I’ve been feeling depressed for years now and I use to just smoke a lot of weed but joined the army. Now that I’m out of AIT all I do now is drink whenever I can. I drink before work, on my lunch break, and after work. It helps me feel normal, all I try to do is push away my feeling and just need some advice. I hate the job I’m in and I feel like the people are just make it worse, I’m a 13F (joint fire specialist) it’s artillery and I sometimes regret joining but it has good benefits. My life has been mostly downs and the girl I’ve been with for over a year now doesn’t know I drink this much. I just am trying to figure out what to do with my life. Any advice will help.