It is what it is.

Yo so I’ve been drinking as much as I can (and keeping my job somehow) for the last 2-3 years. I get paid well, I have a loving family. But the problem is, I have no hobby, no friends, nothing that makes me excited to “get home from work”.

Whenever my colleagues say “have a good night” I’m just like, yeah sure, I will. But all that, is just me sleeping to get rid of the anxiety. It’s all I “try” and do on my freetime. I try to get rid of the cancer in my head. Idk. I really just dont know.

It is what it is I guess, atleast I’m not terminally ill yet.