I’m jus doomed

bf broke up with me about a week ago seemingly for a very stupid reason which I personally thought was just an excuse. I thought we were endgame lol looks like not. can’t stop drinking all the bottles from the back of my closet. every night I drink until I can’t think and then just cry myself to sleep. OD’d a day after he left me on vodka and sum pills. idk what to do anymore I love alcohol tho 👍👍👍