I have such a short fuse the days I don’t drink alcohol

I know that alcohol makes me relatively happy. So I have a few days a week I dedicated to drinking (sad I know), but the rest Im sober. The sober days (mostly the days that immediately follow) I’m extremely depressed and anxious, constantly on edge like I wanna jump out my own skin. Not to mention I’m unusually irritated constantly all it takes is for someone to speak to me or as simple as repeat a question (just things that usually don’t irritate me). How do I stop this? It’s coming up to the point where it’s affecting my relationships and surely people wouldn’t want to be around me no more if I’m having constant outbursts