Alcohol

Hello, I’m 21 years old since last month, I’ve been drinking 10-20 drinks a day for the past month. I thought I could function and work my job and stuff but I’m drinking so much now due to tolerance increasing that I literally can barely function. I mean I’ve worked all day today and yesterday but I had to keep leaving cause it’s a hot kitchen and I’m just so fucking exhausted. I don’t even know why I’m drinking so much im just bored. when I first turned 21 I drank for a week straight almost black out all day. Idk. Just wanted to tell someone. I thought I was fine cause I quit for 4 days but then I just randomly felt like I should. At this point I don’t want to work I just want to be in my car and drink All day. My tolerance is so high now even naturally it’s been high but I can put down a bottle of vodka and not be blacked out now. I’ve probably gone thru 10 packs of the blue white claw surges in like 2 weeks