Question about the feeling of being under the influence

I don’t know if this is the right or wrong subreddit to post this in but I’m pretty tipsy rn and I feel like I wanna share. Does anyone else feel like alcohol makes them into the perfect person? Like the person they wish they could always be? Happy, outgoing, silly, fun, disinhibited so ur not always thinking “ohhh did I fuck this up did I fuck that up bla bla bla”. Everything just feels perfectly good and in its place. Today is the day I have decided I want to stay buzzed all day long and just chill. I feel so happy and relaxed. Man this is great! How could somebody not love this? I HATE alcohol but I love the feeling it gives me before the hangover kicks in. Sorry for the long post and thanks for whatever answers y’all give. 🙂