why?

i think i’m drunk rn cause i’ve never felt this way before lol. it feels nice but like why does the ringing in my ears feel louder and why do i stare a lot and have random convos in my head and stare a lot? like i feel good but why do i feel those things? idk how much ive had but ive had a lot of rum and cokes lol. i’ll prolly delete this in the morning but also my head like sways or leans to the side without me doing it purposely? like it just happens. not the first time i’ve drank but the first time i’ve felt this way. i didn’t measure my drinks i just did whatever so it could’ve even been like triple or quadruple amounts of rum lol. in fact i think it’s more cause a shot or 2 looks rlly low in the glass and the glass was almost half full lol