Feel like drinking again and want to control it. Don’t want to be labeled an alcoholic

Just want to be able to do it every so often and not be deemed an alcoholic just because I like to drink. I was in recovery but believe after drinking for the 1st time yesterday after 76 days wasn’t too bad. I don’t want to put a final decision on being an addict quite yet. As long as I don’t drink every week multiple times I should be good. Plus ik how money draining it is and the health scares it started to cause these past 3 years. So ik I have to be responsible with it. Anybody else take some kind of break from drinking and was able to moderate it going back into it?