Eating problems?

Feeling sick and too full the past few nights when I eat anything. It’s painful. Been drinking everyday since the beginning of last year- 2024 and only eat once a day at night (trying to force myself to eat a banana every morning but makes me feel sick too). I don’t drink that much, it varies 1-3 beers and 1-3 shots of vodka mixed. Used to be a serious alcoholic for about 20 years. And I do have high blood pressure now but feel like I’m going to pass out everyday until I get some alcohol in me then get hungry and tired so I don’t leave the house. Anyone else experience anything like this?