I’m addicted to pouring libations

Okay reddit so basically here’s the lowdown. Pretty much ive become addicted to pouring out libations for various deities that I am researching in my classes on gods and pantheons. I carry around a flask full of licentious liquids of the alcoholic persuasion so that whenever I fancy a ‘lib (my slang word for libation) I can just screw off the top and let those sweet hydroxyls flow if you know what I mean. It’s gotten to the point where pretty much everyone hates me for it. My girlfriend constantly beats me for this proclivity and my mommy my daddy reproach me for my rapacity. How can I make them understand that this is my livelihood and my love for my life? Essentially what I’m asking is can you help a feller out? What’s this world coming to anymore?